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  <title>Things are so much easier in Black and White</title>
  <subtitle>Gray.  I don't know what to do with Gray.</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Garrus Vakarian</name>
  </author>
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    <title>+ As You Chose An Archangel +</title>
    <published>2024-09-02T02:56:01Z</published>
    <updated>2025-02-09T05:37:22Z</updated>
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&lt;div style="width:350px;height:350px;border:25px solid #12018c;background:url(https://64.media.tumblr.com/3413d6f4a716c1ec0c0bf3230b903aeb/4a7d7b7b17f2e72c-3d/s2048x3072/6d236825a3d4aed2f30ac03f61ee7e6a7fc70d25.png)center;background-size:cover;float:left;color:#f8f7fa;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:center;text-align:center;text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:2px;"&gt;&lt;span&gt;

&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;A Little Damaged&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;

&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;


&lt;div style="padding:20px;margin-left:400px;"&gt;&lt;div style="height:360px;overflow:auto;"&gt;








		
		&lt;a href="https://youtu.be/dJ-QLl5qjLg?si=CKag_ybinp78M9Gm" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Archangel
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Two Steps From Hell&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;2:43&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/a&gt;

&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuHe9lm5vUE" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Magnum Bullets
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Night Runner&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;4:32&lt;/div&gt;

		&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FeVbSdUsMs&amp;amp;pp=ygUXbWFzcyBlZmZlY3Qgb3N0LCBnYXJydXM%3D" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Garrus
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Jack Wall&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;6:03&lt;/div&gt;

		&lt;/a&gt;

&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VnyaGKEihlA&amp;amp;pp=ygUcaHVudCB5b3UgZG93biwgdGhlIGhpdCBob3VzZQ%3D%3D" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Hunt You Down
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;The Hit House&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;3:45&lt;/div&gt;

		&lt;/a&gt;


&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j20KztiGMC8" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Dead Man's Gun
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;ASHTAR COMMAND&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;4:40&lt;/div&gt;
		&lt;/a&gt;

&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCnjC8knH2U&amp;amp;pp=ygUTZ3VpZGluZyBsaWdodCwgbXVzZQ%3D%3D" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Guiding Light
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Muse&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;4:14&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/a&gt;

&lt;a href="Uhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTEkfsGnRTA&amp;amp;pp=ygUQZnJvbnRsaW5lIHBpbGxhcg%3D%3DRL" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Frontline
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Pillar&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;3:13&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/a&gt;

&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnoRlKzeIaI&amp;amp;pp=ygUWaSB3YXMgbG9zdCB3aXRob3V0IHlvdQ%3D%3D" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				I Was Lost Without You
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Sam Hulick&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;2:35&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/a&gt;

&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xuxme2FSJhM&amp;amp;pp=ygUUYWZ0ZXJtYXRoLCBsaWZlaG91c2U%3D" style="padding:10px;border-bottom:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.1);text-decoration:none;color:#999;display:flex;align-items:center;justify-content:space-between;"&gt;
			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Aftermath
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Lifehouse&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;3:48&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/a&gt;


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			&lt;div style="width:100%;margin:0 10px;"&gt;&lt;div style="font-size:15px;color:#05033F;letter-spacing:1px;"&gt;
				Title
			&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;i&gt;Artist&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
			&lt;div style="float:right;"&gt;2:43&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/a&gt;

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		Garrus Vakarian // The Archangel 
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:12359</id>
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    <title>PERMISSIONS</title>
    <published>2024-09-02T02:18:35Z</published>
    <updated>2025-05-06T05:19:36Z</updated>
    <category term="!permissions"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="color: #fafafa; background-color: #053085; font-family: century gothic; font-size: 22pt; font-weight: bold; border-radius: 25px; text-align: center;"&gt;PLAYER&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="width:550px; margin-left:30px;font-family:calibri,arial; font-size:14px;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;NAME:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Red&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;CONTACT:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; PM this journal!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;ACTIVE TIMES/PACE:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; PST, evenings &amp;amp; weekends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;BRACKETS/PROSE:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Either or!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="color: #fafafa; background-color: #053085; font-family: century gothic; font-size: 22pt; font-weight: bold; border-radius: 25px; text-align: center;"&gt;IN CHARACTER&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="width:550px; margin-left:30px;font-family:calibri,arial; font-size:14px;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;PHYSICAL AFFECTION:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;PHYSICAL VIOLENCE:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Yes with OOC discussion&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Yes, with buildup in games, memes with assumed CR is fine!  Prefer not to ship with Tali, just not my jam!  Love their dynamic as friends very much, though!  Prefer characters 20+, since he's either 30 or slightly older.  Happy to ship with men, women, NB, all are good!  I default to playing him as non-romanced but definitely willing to go for it.  Let me know if that's what you're up for! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;MAGICAL INFORMATION:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Totally nonmagical - not even biotic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;MEDICAL INFORMATION:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Healthy, typically!  Very noticeable scarring on one side of his face and neck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS &amp;amp; TRIGGERS: &lt;/small&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;small&gt; War, violence, personal and other injuries, occasional space racism.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="color: #fafafa; background-color: #053085; font-family: century gothic; font-size: 22pt; font-weight: bold; border-radius: 25px; text-align: center;"&gt;OUT OF CHARACTER&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="width:550px; margin-left:30px;font-family:calibri,arial; font-size:14px;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;BACKTAGGING:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Sure!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;THREADHOPPING:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; With OOC discussion, yes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;FOURTHWALLING:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Preferably not, but let's talk about it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;NOT INTERESTED IN:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Smut, but fade-to-black is fine!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="width:550px; margin-left:30px;font-family:calibri,arial; font-size:14px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="georgia" color="#d20606"&gt;&lt;b&gt;CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR, BUT CAN STILL PLAY&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;/font&gt;    drug use (not including marijuana) - I prefer not to engage in it with my characters but discussion or reference does not upset me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="georgia" color="#d20606"&gt;&lt;b&gt;CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR AND THAT I CAN'T PLAY&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;/font&gt;    major child abuse/death, pet harm/death, and suicide.  I prefer to avoid zombies, or things zombie-like in nature, if they are infectious/viral.  Corpses literally risen from the grave with no infectious qualities are fine.  Body horror involving parasitic  entities, or more severe body horror beyond &amp;quot;(character) has grown horns/tail&amp;quot; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;small&gt;OPT OUT OF TAGS?:&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/b&gt; Sure, leave a message on this post, comments are screened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="color: #f6f6f6; background-color: #d20606; font-family: century gothic; font-size: 8pt; font-weight: bold; border-radius: 25px; text-align: center;"&gt;☆ code by &lt;a href="https://kimmiserate.dreamwidth.org/" style="color: #f6f6f6;"&gt;kimmiserate&lt;/a&gt; ☆&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=12359" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:11939</id>
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    <title>thearchangel @ 2024-04-06T15:59:00</title>
    <published>2024-04-06T23:22:39Z</published>
    <updated>2024-04-07T00:33:45Z</updated>
    <category term="!event"/>
    <category term="!abraxas"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;div style="max-width:600px;width:100%;height:500px;margin:0 auto;display:grid;grid-template-columns: repeat(6, 1fr);grid-template-rows: repeat(7, 1fr);gap:10px;line-height:1;font-family:arial, helvetica, sans serif;font-size: clamp(9px, 1vw, 12px);color:#fff;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:3;grid-column-end:7;grid-row-start:1;grid-row-end:2;padding:0 5px;background:#161929 url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/50/e8/a8/50e8a86bafb0f4c9bb78096bef418bb0.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;display:flex;flex-wrap:nowrap;text-align:right;justify-content:end;align-items:end;line-height:.7;font-size: clamp(25px, 4vw, 35px);font-weight:bold;"&gt;Garrus Vakarian&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:1;grid-column-end:3;grid-row-start:1;grid-row-end:4;background:#eee url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/ff/29/9e/ff299ef7309deb4ac07c7be9fbe0a9a5.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:3;grid-column-end:5;grid-row-start:2;grid-row-end:4;background:#eee url(&amp;#39;https://images.plurk.com/4cJ5CmEBQSdxDfbAJRSHHq.png&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:1;grid-column-end:3;grid-row-start:4;grid-row-end:6;background:#eee url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/736x/8d/e7/3a/8de73a47f2087974c8caa494753f9415.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:1;grid-column-end:3;grid-row-start:6;grid-row-end:7;background:#eee url(&amp;#39;https://images.plurk.com/6TBiLH2vt2qmyKylafmZIw.png&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:3;grid-column-end:5;grid-row-start:4;grid-row-end:7;background:#eee url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/ff/7d/bf/ff7dbf22657e3a87753ca0fc754d3866.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:5;grid-column-end:7;grid-row-start:2;grid-row-end:7;background:#eee url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/originals/e9/15/ae/e915aec2494d8ec93b93aa4dc83699ce.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:1;grid-column-end:2;grid-row-start:7;grid-row-end:8;background:#31487a url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/42/d3/45/42d345fdb53a2aaa8d6f2f3d1c2752cc.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:2;grid-column-end:6;grid-row-start:7;grid-row-end:8;padding:0 5px;display:flex;flex-wrap:wrap;justify-content:center;align-items:center;gap:10px;font-family:courier, monospace;text-align:center;font-size: clamp(15px, 3vw, 20px);font-weight:bold;background:transparent url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/26/dd/32/26dd327b3a9b138f4d0c139c4e80143f.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;color:#a5b1fa;"&gt;&amp;quot;𝒢𝓊𝒶𝓇𝒹𝒾𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒢𝓇𝑒𝓎&amp;quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="grid-column-start:6;grid-column-end:7;grid-row-start:7;grid-row-end:8;background:#31487a url(&amp;#39;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/42/d3/45/42d345fdb53a2aaa8d6f2f3d1c2752cc.jpg&amp;#39;)center;background-size:cover;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="max-width:600px;width:100%;margin:0 auto;text-align:right;font-size:10px;"&gt;&lt;a title="code credit!" href="http://10billionghosts.dreamwidth.org" style="text-decoration:none;color:#ddd;"&gt;❤&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=11939" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Inbox | Escro</title>
    <published>2024-01-06T05:13:43Z</published>
    <updated>2025-10-02T05:28:26Z</updated>
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&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; padding:5px; background-color:#030c8a; color:#f7f8fa; text-align:right; font:26px &amp;#39;Cambria&amp;#39;;"&gt;INBOX&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; padding:5px; text-align:left; font:14px Consolas; color:#030c8a;"&gt;text / audio / video / action&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; padding:5px; display:block; margin-top:15px; font:italic 16px Arial; text-align:center; color:BLURB COLOR"&gt;Garrus here - leave a message.  I'll get back to you in a minute.&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; text-align:right; margin-top:15px; font:10px Consolas;"&gt;&lt;a href="https://iwtbscully.tumblr.com/post/696383697135501312/garrus-vakarian-in-mass-effect-3-happy-birthday" style="text-decoration:none; color:#DE507A; display:inline-block; margin-right:20px;"&gt;art credit&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://photosynthesis.dreamwidth.org/" style="text-decoration:none; color:#DE507A;"&gt;code credit&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;div style="padding:5px;font-weight:bold;font-size:15px;text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:3px;font-family:arial black,gadget,serif;color:#000;border-bottom:3px solid #000;width:100%;"&gt;( HAND AND HEARTH INTERCOMMUNICATION )&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/center&gt;

&lt;div style="max-width:1200px;width:90%; min-width:400px;text-align:center;font-family:century gothic,arial,sans-serif;font-size:12px;letter-spacing:1px;color:#333;line-height:1.3;display:flex;align-items:flex-start;"&gt;


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&lt;a href="https://multidisciplinary.dreamwidth.org/9402.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Zelda&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://thearchangel.dreamwidth.org/11623.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Garrus&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://forgeabettertomorrow.dreamwidth.org/7514.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Darin&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://headhunt.dreamwidth.org/2422.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Karlach&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://onebullet.dreamwidth.org/10082.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Shepard&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://reindered.dreamwidth.org/915.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Chopper&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://skyglider.dreamwidth.org/4186.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Link&lt;/a&gt;
&lt;a href="https://crack-shots.dreamwidth.org/1561.html" style="display:block;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:2px;text-decoration:none;color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;Riju&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/16906776/2823202" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Zelda&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;Captain&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/15701506/1343659" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Garrus&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;My Info&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/10933563/2478596" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Darin&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;Darin No&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/17166672/1625530" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Karlach&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;Karlach (On Fire).&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/17466895/2016370" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Shepard&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;❤️&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/17593509/4208024" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chopper&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;Doctor? Toddler?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/16563076/2824103" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Link&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;Captain's Knight&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;div style="width:140px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:10px;margin:10px;"&gt;&lt;img src="https://v2.dreamwidth.org/17889873/4224439" style="width:100px;border:1px solid #ddd;padding:5px;margin:0 0 10px 0;"&gt;&lt;font style="color:#111;margin:5px 0;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Riju&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;i&gt;Riju (Can Shoot)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;

&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=11623" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>APP | Escordvi</title>
    <published>2024-01-04T04:53:07Z</published>
    <updated>2024-09-02T02:07:19Z</updated>
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&lt;div style="height: 40px; clip-path: polygon(0% 0%, 100% 0, 95% 50%, 100% 100%, 0% 100%); background: #ced6de; font-family: baskerville, serif; font-size: 18px; z-index: 2;"&gt;&lt;div style="height: 40px; line-height: 2.2; text-transform: uppercase; text-shadow: 1px 1px 4px #6f7d8a;"&gt;Garrus Vakarian&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt; 
&lt;div style="background: #9ab3d2; "&gt;&lt;b&gt;crew: none&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="background: #e6ebef;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Red&lt;/b&gt; | &lt;a href="https://thearchangel.dreamwidth.org/11623.html" style="text-decoration:none; color: #1a4364;"&gt;inbox&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href="https://thearchangel.dreamwidth.org/11433.html?thread=265641#cmt265641" style="text-decoration:none; color: #1a4364;"&gt;profile &amp; app&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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    <title>ABRAXAS || Info</title>
    <published>2022-04-09T23:56:21Z</published>
    <updated>2024-09-02T02:07:46Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">ALSO WORK IN PROGRESS!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://thearchangel.dreamwidth.org/10591.html"&gt;App Link&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=11174" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>IC INBOX || Abraxas</title>
    <published>2022-04-09T23:55:33Z</published>
    <updated>2024-09-02T02:00:07Z</updated>
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&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; padding:5px; background-color:#030c8a; color:#f7f8fa; text-align:right; font:26px &amp;#39;Cambria&amp;#39;;"&gt;INBOX&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; padding:5px; text-align:left; font:14px Consolas; color:#030c8a;"&gt;text / audio / video / action&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; padding:5px; display:block; margin-top:15px; font:italic 16px Arial; text-align:center; color:BLURB COLOR"&gt;Garrus here - leave a message.  I'll get back to you in a minute.&lt;/span&gt;
&lt;span style="display:block; float:right; width:340px; text-align:right; margin-top:15px; font:10px Consolas;"&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.tumblr.com/germanich/713123404755189760/mass-effect-medieval-au" style="text-decoration:none; color:#DE507A; display:inline-block; margin-right:20px;"&gt;art credit&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://photosynthesis.dreamwidth.org/" style="text-decoration:none; color:#DE507A;"&gt;code credit&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;
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    <title>APP | Abraxas</title>
    <published>2022-04-05T03:35:20Z</published>
    <updated>2022-04-05T03:53:55Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;OOC INFORMATION&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Player Name:&lt;/b&gt; Red&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Are you over 18?:&lt;/b&gt; Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Contact:&lt;/b&gt; redfirelight @ plurk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Other Characters in Game:&lt;/b&gt; None&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;IC INFORMATION&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character Name:&lt;/b&gt; Garrus Vakarian&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon:&lt;/b&gt; Mass Effect&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon Point:&lt;/b&gt; Mass Effect 3 - after the failed Cerberus Coup on the Citadel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Age:&lt;/b&gt; 30&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Background:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href="https://masseffect.fandom.com/wiki/Garrus_Vakarian"&gt;Garrus @ Mass Effect Wiki&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Suitability:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Most suited for the Free Cities setting specifically, due to the military presence described in the setting - his people are trained to be soldiers starting at fifteen, and serving a compulsory period in one of the armed forces of the Turian Hierarchy.  So, working in a militaristic setting is nothing new to him.  He has a habit of seeing a hole, a vacancy and trying to fill it as best he can.  And for someone from the future, he's going to see a lot of gaps that need filling - be they in the armed forces, or handling petty crime.  Garrus is a great strategist, and despite his misgivings, a capable leader.  It's not out of the realm of possibility for him to slot himself into a position like that once he has adjusted, if/when it is available.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also due to the magic of the arrival, the dextro-amino food and drink issue is no longer a problem.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Powers:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span&gt;Garrus is a &lt;a href="http://masseffect.wikia.com/wiki/Turians"&gt;turian&lt;/a&gt;,  a tall, bipedal, bird-like species, who is a capable hand with most  firearms, most specifically sniper and assault rifles. Outside of that,  he is decent enough with electronics, being able to do some hacking.  He's better at making repairs on said electronics, and even automotives  when the need arises. He's had police training, due to his former  occupation, and was, by most accounts, a very good investigator. At one  point, he states he was considered one of the best in hand-to-hand  combat during his military service, and is renowned for his sniping  ability. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Garrus' turian biology gives him a small amount of  resistance to radiation, as well as sharp, elongated talons on each hand  and foot. However, due to his genetic make-up, he could very well  experience a deadly allergic reaction, should he ingest any material  that is not based on the same genetic material as the turians  themselves--that is, anything not produced on their homeworld. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In general, turians &lt;i&gt;&amp;quot;exhibit  the characteristics of predators rather than those of prey species.  Their forward-facing alert eyes give the impression that they possess  outstanding eyesight and their teeth and jaws mimic the structures  possessed by apex predators such as crocodiles or ancient, carnivorous  dinosaurs. Needless to say, their talons on both their feet and hands  seem capable of ripping flesh. Their slender bodies also seem to suggest  that they are also capable of moving at high speeds&amp;quot;&lt;/i&gt; (As quoted from the Mass Effect wikipedia entry on turians.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because  of his life on the Citadel, a galactic hub, it's reasonable to assume  Garrus is multi-lingual. He at least speaks his native language, as well  as the major human dialect (English, for the purposes of this game).  It's stated in &lt;i&gt;Mass Effect&lt;/i&gt; canon, that the asari language is  predominant on the Citadel, so, threfore, it's likely he can understand it  conversationally as well.  Picking up multiple languages is a trait that comes in handy when working in a galactic hub.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Weapon Proficiency:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While he won't arrive with these weapons, they're important as they're the weapon specifications Garrus can utilize - just in case firearms appear miraculously at some future date.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;M-97 Viper Sniper Rifle&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&amp;quot;Rapid-fire  military sniper rifle. Incredibly accurate and deadly at long range,  these weapons are popular amongst infiltrators and assassins. Very  effective against armor, somewhat effective against shields and biotic  barriers. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;M-15 Vindicator Assault Rifle&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&amp;quot;A  three-round-burst battle rifle manufactured by Elanus Risk Control  Services. It is very accurate and highly effective against armor,  shields, and biotic barriers. The M-15 has superior accuracy and  stopping power but has a lower thermal clip capacity.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;PERSONALITY QUESTIONS&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Describe an important event in your character's life and how it impacted them.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Honestly, there are two very important moments in Garrus' life, with one directly influencing the other:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Commander Shepard?  Garrus Vakarian.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;Meeting Commander Shepard is, probably the biggest, most important thing.  He was a struggling, albeit talented, detective with the Citadel Security force, tasked with looking into the suspected doings of a rogue operative.  He was frustrated, he was chafing at restrictions and "red tape".  Then Shepard waltzed up, and changed everything.  Shepard gave him an ideal to strive for, showed him what he &lt;i&gt;could&lt;/i&gt; be.  Shepard was, essentially, the person he'd always wanted to be - getting things done, making big changes in the galaxy.  Regardless of whether Shepard tended toward the paragon (light side) or renegade (dark side) of personality, Shepard made waves, and put down the bad guys, made things &lt;i&gt;better&lt;/i&gt; in the end.  Once he's aboard their ship, Shepard becomes a role model for him, and he hangs on their every opinion.  He's honored to be there, honored to serve with them.  Heck, even if he's never brought on any mission, he maintains the almost idolizing status of Shepard throughout the entire game.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then Shepard died.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Sidonis betrayed my men.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;Shepard died, and that led Garrus immediately to trying to fill the void.  Okay, maybe not immediately, but fairly soon afterward.  It's said he tried, for a while, to continue on the path he'd been shown (either returning to Citadel Security, or trying to become a SPECTRE operative himself), but it ultimately fell apart, without Shepard there as his beacon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So he tried to do what Shepard would do.  Go out and make changes.  Make the galaxy safer.  And he went to Omega - essentially the wild west of space, compressed into one nasty little asteroid run by a purple crime boss.  He thought he was doing something right, he thought he was making an actual difference.  He did exactly what Shepard had done - built a team of misfits and fought back against injustice.  Until one of the gangs bribed someone fairly high up in Garrus' team to betray them all.  That betrayal ultimately changed him, hardened him.  He still believed in justice, still believed in black and white morality, but was no longer able to see his own worth.  No longer confident.  It gets better in the third game, but Garrus never really comes into his own as a leader because of this.  He's much more comfortable letting Shepard take the lead.  Even when he's given a fairly important job, he's quick to dismiss it as a position that can enact any sort of real change.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Does your character have a moral code, or other set of standards they try to live by?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Things are so much easier in black and white."&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He said it best himself.  He adheres to a rigid way of seeing the world - good vs evil, wrong vs right.  It's much more apparent in the second game, when this way of thinking lead him to Omega, to forming his own ragtag team of "anti-mercs", where they basically attempted to clean up the place with ruthless efficiency.  You crossed their line, they took you out.  He really, truly thought this would be a way to help people, though, to make lives better.  One could argue that it was the downfall of said team, and his own attempt at leadership.  By the time of the third game, he has mellowed on this, though more likely it's due to becoming jaded over the entire concept of "justice" than actual understanding the world doesn't entirely work out that way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Grey, I don't know what to do with grey."&lt;br /&gt;Garrus is incredibly pragmatic.  Often to the point of pessimism.  Many times he voices an opinion on the odds of a mission outcome, or, in the third game, the chances of anyone getting out of the Reaper War alive.  He sees the negatives, more than the positives, if there are any.  And while that is a good trait to have in terms of strategy, it really puts a damper on everything else in life.  When faced with a positive outcome - usually one engineered by Shepard, he often expresses disbelief.  They have a conversation about how, in order to save twenty billion lives, ten billion may have to die.  That's just the way of the world, as far as Garrus is concerned - it's not right, it's not wrong, it just &lt;i&gt;is.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;What quality or qualities do they admire most?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Right behind you, Shepard."&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leadership, the ability to get things done despite the odds.  Basically everything Commander Shepard embodies, Garrus idolizes.  At least, that's how it starts out.  It turns into a real partnership by the end of the third game, regardless of what happens.  But that's beside the point.  Everything Shepard stands for, Garrus tremendously respects.  The ability to inspire so many different minds, ways of thinking, for a cause, that is the kind of leadership he deeply admires.  He says over the series that he is walking into hell with Shepard, and is one of the few characters to sign on with them in the second game without question.  That's the kind of loyalty Shepard's leadership inspires, and that's the kind of leadership Garrus respects.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But it isn't just Shepard.  He also admires the way General-Then-Primarch Victus (a fellow turian) can ignore politics and tradition in favor of results.  He appreciates a person who can see a need, put decorum to the side, and do what needs to be done.  Which is an admiration that tends to run very much against traditional turian thinking, but that is a whole other essay.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Do they have a part of themselves they dislike?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;So much has gone wrong in my life.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;To an extent, Garrus sees a lot of failure in himself.  He sees his actions on Omega as having no real effect in the long term, he sees his position as advisor to high ranking turian military in the third game as a 'token'.  Part of this is probably his pessimism at work, but he doesn't consciously realize that is a bad thing - like stated previously, it's just how things are.  He never outright states anything he dislikes about himself from his perspective, except for losing his squad on Omega.  He maintains, throughout the entire second game, that what happened was his fault.  His failure.  Additionally, certain background information in the game shows a lot of his attempts to do just about anything "right" have consistently failed - as we see in a dossier of a monitored conversation between himself and his family, where he is hiding not only a grievous facial injury, but what exactly he's doing with his life, heavily implied due to shame over his own failure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;What is their &lt;a href="https://abraxasmods.dreamwidth.org/1150.html"&gt;sign&lt;/a&gt;, and why?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;JUSTICE&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's essentially Garrus' entire reason for going to the space station of Omega between ME1 and ME2.  There's no justice - gangs picking on innocent people, drug deals, murders, etc.  He sees disorder, he sees unfairness, and needs to do something about it.  It also fuels his personal quest in the first game, taking down a black market organ farmer, and says as much in the second game.  By the third game, he's mellowed out a bit on this front, but still maintains his black and white morality mentality.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;SAMPLES &amp;amp; ARRIVAL&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Samples:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://abraxasooc.dreamwidth.org/12738.html?thread=3325890#cmt3325890"&gt;TDM 1&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://abraxasooc.dreamwidth.org/12738.html?thread=3283906#cmt3283906"&gt;TDM 2&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Arrival Scenario:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Free Cities&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=10591" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:10090</id>
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    <title>20 - Audio</title>
    <published>2012-08-31T02:46:27Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-31T02:46:27Z</updated>
    <category term="in the middle of some monologue here"/>
    <category term="nothing i can say"/>
    <category term="status update"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Probably a belated update, but, it is what it is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone made it out of there, everyone that was with Albel -- except him.  Haven't heard from him since he got his arms torn off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I'm not even sure we got anything out of that adventure.  There was a kid painting with blood, a locked morgue drawer, and a madman with a tattoo the kid was calling "Lord".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not much else to say about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=10090" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:9965</id>
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    <title>19 - Action / Text</title>
    <published>2012-06-01T03:22:38Z</published>
    <updated>2012-06-01T03:22:38Z</updated>
    <category term="i know things change"/>
    <category term="come in shepard"/>
    <category term="don't lose your faith"/>
    <category term="garrus used worry"/>
    <category term="swallow me under pull me apart"/>
    <category term="oh that's not good"/>
    <category term="!action"/>
    <category term="cue the reflections music"/>
    <category term="i mean i just choked up"/>
    <category term="i can sulk if i want to"/>
    <category term="i lost myself"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;small&gt;[Garrus has been conscious nearing 24 hours now.  And on his feet, for most of them.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[This is not exactly unusual for someone coming from his circumstances, but, the reason is -- if not &lt;i&gt;abnormal&lt;/i&gt; then, entirely unwelcome.  And far too familiar.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[For the second time in his life, he's woken up to find his commander, the woman he not only owes his life to, but that he idolizes, that he &lt;i&gt;loves&lt;/i&gt;... is gone.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Needless to say, the entire keep has been scoured from top to bottom.  The lakeshore.  The forest trails they'd taken together, looking for deer.  Everything he &lt;i&gt;could&lt;/i&gt; access, he did.  But her armor was gone.  Her weapons.  There'd been no note, nothing saying she'd gone out on an expedition as she had before.  She wouldn't be that careless, given what happened the first time.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[So it's entirely likely that unlucky members of the Keep's populace would run into the turian as he searches.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[In the end, it turns up nothing.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[And Garrus finds himself at the bar in the tower -- the place everything started, ironically enough.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[The writing is short, curt, and hastily scrawled in the journal before he shoves it aside.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tt&gt;Commander Shepard is MIA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;Send word if seen.&lt;/s&gt;&lt;/tt&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[After a thought, he scratches out the last part.  False hope never helped anything.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=9965" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:9704</id>
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    <title>18 - [commentlog] | Dreams</title>
    <published>2012-04-12T07:09:44Z</published>
    <updated>2012-04-12T07:09:44Z</updated>
    <category term="i know things change"/>
    <category term="the signal fire"/>
    <category term="!event"/>
    <category term="you can't possibly be serious"/>
    <category term="like the morning after shore leave"/>
    <category term="long range expert"/>
    <category term="spoiler warning"/>
    <category term="!action"/>
    <category term="i mean i just choked up"/>
    <category term="what is this even"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>14</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;small&gt;[He doesn't dream.  Typically, Garrus is just too dead tired to do anything like dream.  He sleeps -- he wakes up.  There's nothing memorable in between.  It's not unpleasant.  He doesn't regret it.  It's just how things are.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Which makes it all the more strange that, tonight, the dream is so vivid, he could swear he is actually &lt;i&gt;there&lt;/i&gt;.  That it isn't a dream at all.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://thearchangel.dreamwidth.org/9704.html#cutid1"&gt;CUT FOR ME3 SPOILERS&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[The walls of the Keep greet him when he wakes up, not the Presidium.  There's a bed under his bony ass, not armor.  It's dark.  Quiet.  And his heart is racing.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[What... was that?  Any of that?]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- - - &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Later in the night, he's put his armor back on, and taken up a vantage point in the chapel, the higher the better, staring down solemnly at the floors below.  A bottle is in one hand.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[While the other traces the harsh, brutal outlines of broken cartilage across the side of his face.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=9704" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:9000</id>
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    <title>17 - Action</title>
    <published>2012-03-24T09:13:35Z</published>
    <updated>2012-03-24T09:13:35Z</updated>
    <category term="guns i've got guns"/>
    <category term="dance for me"/>
    <category term="scoped and dropped"/>
    <category term="long range expert"/>
    <category term="i'm batman"/>
    <category term="yes i listen to vaenia hush"/>
    <category term="pew pew pew"/>
    <category term="it's an ipod and a visor"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;small&gt;[Despite the irritation in his last entry, the local vigilante has taken it upon himself to try out the damn rifle anyway.  It might not work as he wants it to, but he'll take potshots over losing his edge.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Which is why he's standing at the edge of the green, taking careful aim, and firing into one of the topiary shrubs.  He's aiming for the central trunk, to avoid grazing the thing and hitting someone walking along behind it.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[... between the sharp &lt;i&gt;cracks&lt;/i&gt; of rifle fire, his head bobs in a rhythm.  Almost like...]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Okay, yes.  Garrus has &lt;a href="http://masseffect.wikia.com/wiki/Shadow_Broker_Dossiers/Garrus_Vakarian#Visor_Specs"&gt;his music on&lt;/a&gt;.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[And if you watch him long enough, he might even attempt some semblance of dancing.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=9000" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:8937</id>
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    <title>16 - Audio</title>
    <published>2012-03-11T10:13:47Z</published>
    <updated>2012-03-11T10:13:47Z</updated>
    <category term="that... isn't good"/>
    <category term="i am man we don't talk"/>
    <category term="we all fall down"/>
    <category term="garrus used worry"/>
    <category term="turian jesus dammit"/>
    <category term="let's not talk about it"/>
    <category term="this is my rifle this is my gun"/>
    <category term="calibrate calibrate calibrate"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>96</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">I probably should start doing this more regularly, but... you start to wonder sometimes.  What's the point of keeping your weapons in shape if they don't even work like they should?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've tried every trick in the damn book, and I can't get this thing to fire lethal rounds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[A pause, a quiet, frustrated noise, and talons on metal.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Considering it's a &lt;i&gt;rifle&lt;/i&gt;, and I never loaded it with practice rounds?  That's not good.  I &lt;i&gt;know&lt;/i&gt; this gun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[He falls silent again.  It's not just the rifle that's gotten his metaphorical boxers in a knot, even if he won't say so.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Tali has been silent for way too long.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... this shouldn't be happening.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=8937" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:8341</id>
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    <title>15 - Audio - 4TH WALL DAY</title>
    <published>2012-02-11T21:11:15Z</published>
    <updated>2012-02-11T21:11:15Z</updated>
    <category term="not sure if want"/>
    <category term="garrus used worry"/>
    <category term="oh that's not good"/>
    <category term="!event"/>
    <category term="here we go"/>
    <category term="batman hates holidays"/>
    <category term="4th wall"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">... Has anyone noticed things seem a little more... &lt;em&gt;crowded&lt;/em&gt; around here than usual?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Or maybe it's just me.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; But this can't be anything good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=8341" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-12-31:1343659:8007</id>
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    <title>14 - [Audio]</title>
    <published>2012-01-22T07:57:36Z</published>
    <updated>2012-01-22T07:57:36Z</updated>
    <category term="!event"/>
    <category term="come in shepard"/>
    <category term="humans how do they do"/>
    <category term="not sure if want"/>
    <category term="lips are strange"/>
    <category term="i need pants now"/>
    <category term="what is this even"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>28</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;small&gt;[And, once more, the distinctive 'echoing' quality to Garrus' voice is absent. It sounds pretty flat, by comparison.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Garrus himself just sounds sort of... tired.  Maybe it's due to stress, or just... plain old resignation.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Are we really doing this again...?  I mean, come on.  Wasn't once enough?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=thearchangel&amp;ditemid=8007" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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